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After all of that, I still want him

The day I met I know he was the one. just that the one! He had the most beautiful smile I had ever seen, his legs were gorgeous and he was very smart but he was short. I remember looking at him and thinking 'this guy would be a good match for my friend'. 2 … Continue reading After all of that, I still want him

You alone are the judge of your youth and your goal is to discover infinite worth in yourself, no matter what happens or anyone else thinks- Deepak Chopra

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I have acquired a lot of world possessions that other people will consider success. So by the worlds standard I am successful. Why then do I feel unsatisfied? Why then do I feel so anxious? Why do I feel like I lack? What is that I am longing for? This post is an attempt to … Continue reading You alone are the judge of your youth and your goal is to discover infinite worth in yourself, no matter what happens or anyone else thinks- Deepak Chopra

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No one was sorry to see him die, except me.

He was known for being a hardcore criminal murder, rape were his specialities. The whole community was afraid of him his last victim was a family man he had brutally murdered after he had raped and sold his niece. His eyes were cold and vacant. The day I met him I was 15 years old … Continue reading No one was sorry to see him die, except me.

The awakening

You darling, look a lot like love, but you not it For the longest time, you have been a crouch The one guy I ever loved and will always love!! I loved you, yes God knows I did I may still like you but I don't love you anymore Atleast not the way I did … Continue reading The awakening

The exorcism

Getting over her was like an exorcism.¬†He would wake up at night, sweating after dreaming she wasn't there next to next to him. He switches on the lights in search for her in bed... The demons come back, he remembers how she left without even a goodbye. If only he could talk to her for … Continue reading The exorcism

To my dad in heaven: happy Father’s Day

It's always been hard for me to write about you or for you. Whenever I think of you I always find myself ¬†questioning the existence of God. Why do the good ones die young? Today is different though, I think of you and smile. I know you here, always in my heart. I know you … Continue reading To my dad in heaven: happy Father’s Day

Come on, let’s live here in the PRESENT

In a world of constant self evaluation and medication, it's perfectly healthy to be ok. It's ok to be happy and not need anything, it's ok to stop and count your blessings. I think you will find you are right where you should be, at this exact moment, this time. You are enlightened, right here … Continue reading Come on, let’s live here in the PRESENT

Do not judge me

How does a person fake love another? I mean love is the beginning and the end, right? Yes sure maybe with your first love. I still love mine. But in a world of DMs and likes and so much accessibility, it's so easy to confuse the like for love. Last night I found myself declaring … Continue reading Do not judge me

Do not go in there

Remember when we young, wildand free?Riding bicycles with no helmet or training wheels? Until they told us: Do not play there! Do not try that! Do not touch that! A girl does does not sit like that! Well i want to back to that time A brave time A longing to put my hand over … Continue reading Do not go in there

HIM

I swear I am over him I am happily in love My man is so sweet and so we are in love He looks at me as if i am made of stars One text from HIM One: have dinner with me! Brush up my hair Put on my most expensive perfume killer heels, that … Continue reading HIM