After all of that, I still want him

The day I met I know he was the one. just that the one! He had the most beautiful smile I had ever seen, his legs were gorgeous and he was very smart but he was short. I remember looking at him and thinking 'this guy would be a good match for my friend'. 2 … Continue reading After all of that, I still want him

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You alone are the judge of your youth and your goal is to discover infinite worth in yourself, no matter what happens or anyone else thinks- Deepak Chopra

I have acquired a lot of world possessions that other people will consider success. So by the worlds standard I am successful. Why then do I feel unsatisfied? Why then do I feel so anxious? Why do I feel like I lack? What is that I am longing for? This post is an attempt to … Continue reading You alone are the judge of your youth and your goal is to discover infinite worth in yourself, no matter what happens or anyone else thinks- Deepak Chopra

No one was sorry to see him die, except me.

He was known for being a hardcore criminal murder, rape were his specialities. The whole community was afraid of him his last victim was a family man he had brutally murdered after he had raped and sold his niece. His eyes were cold and vacant. The day I met him I was 15 years old … Continue reading No one was sorry to see him die, except me.

The years of tomorrow

If I had to name my 20s! They were the years of tomorrow! Everything will happen tomorrow Plans all laid out, up to the laughter and the sadness So much time spent planning for tomorrow Tomorrow I will be good Tomorrow I will be fitter Tomorrow I will be loveable Tomorrow I will be prettier … Continue reading The years of tomorrow

The loud woman who loves

She is beautiful! If she walked in here you here you wouldn’t notice her for her beauty. It’s not that she commands the room or has a very large presence. The first thing you will notice about her is her loudness! The loudness of her voice! The loudness of her spirit! The loudness of that … Continue reading The loud woman who loves

Why won’t it get up? It’s just soft…. Try harder?

In African culture if a couple cannot have children, it's always the woman's fault. There must be something wrong with her. The man is always the last to be suspected. It's the same even for the under the cover action. So there's a guy! I know right? Well anyway this guy cannot have hard-ons! He … Continue reading Why won’t it get up? It’s just soft…. Try harder?

The stories I am too ashamed to tell!

I woke up this morning very blue! I am in foreign country on a journey of love and self discovery, yet here I am all lonely and feeling stuck! If I was home I would drive from wherever I was to my grandma and just get a hug. Since writing is my healing, I will … Continue reading The stories I am too ashamed to tell!

Isn’t being gay normal?

So this friend of mine dated this guy. This guy was so gentle and sweet and loving, basically everything she wanted in a guy. He understood her, they would have long conversations about life and all things soulful. She couldn't believe how blessed and lucky she was to have this guy in her life. They … Continue reading Isn’t being gay normal?

Goodbye My Forever Valentine

This was the very spot Young; careless and free Champagne glasses Under that very tree It was Valentine’s Day and the year was 2008. I was with my boyfriend; we were so in love. I had no plans and he didn’t either so we decided to get champagne; glasses and just drive. We drove until … Continue reading Goodbye My Forever Valentine